SORRY :(
Wow, I am a jerk. I never realized how long it’s been since I’ve been on! My last post was September 9th, 2009. Ouch. Sorry again, viewers.. I can’t even come to face that I’ve been breaking promises the whole time I haven’t been posting. Months have gone by, and I just have been so busy – GRR…here I go again, making excuses. Well, I guess I can’t even begin to tell you everything that’s been happening. So I’ll just tell you what’s been happening the past couple months. First of all, Caleb went away for three months with his football team. That’s about as long as Ms. Lapper had her disgusting wart hair. Anyway, during that three months, I went to a sports camp for boys, thinking the brochure said “Sports Camp for Girls”. Yeah..smooth me. So when I arrived there, I was surprised to find a bunch of boys surrounding me, asking me what I was doing here. Well…all I could tell them was that I mistook the “Sutton Sports Camp for Boys” as the “Sutton Sports Camp for Girls”, which I found later was next door. I ended up being in a bunk with (I’m really glad Caleb doesn’t read this) 4 REALLY hot guys. One of which, was in the bunk below me. His name was Hayden. He liked all the things I like, which in a NORMAL girl’s case, would be really weird, but in my case, most boys like all the things I do. Anyway, Hayden was my perfect guy. We got to be really good friends over the three weeks at sports camp (by the way, I ended up being the sports camp champion, so I won against all those guys who were teasing me..HA). On the last day, Hayden and I were packing up our stuff on his bunk, and we ended up kissing. The weird thing was, I liked it! And I liked him! I realized about 30 minutes after the kiss that I was still dating Caleb and that Hayden and I could never be. But, I figured out that we had nothing to worry about because he lived in Georgia! I went home, and four days later, he calls me. We talk for a while, until he says that he moved up to Virginia for me. What do I do? I mean, all I could say was: “Wow..that’s…great!” Even though it really wasn’t great. Caleb was coming home in two months! So, as I was figuring out my feelings, Hayden and I dated in secret, which Rio shunned me about. I’m glad she finally knocked some sense into me, and I told Hayden it was over. Caleb came back, and he and I talked about everything…including me cheating on him. He ws furious, so furious, that he broke up with me. I was single for a couple days, until he told me to go on his email and I found an email from my cousin, saying how she liked the kiss they had before he left! I confronted him about this, and he said it was true. We then realized we cheated on each other, for each other! Let me explain further. I cheated on him to fill the empty hole in my life where he was. He cheated on me because he was having seperation anxiety. So, now we’re all good! Today, I petsitted for his dog, Trixie, and he came home from his all-day hockey tournament with a beautiful pinky ring for me! I love it! Well, I better go. Rio’s calling me. Again. Bye now!
~Allena(:
Another scary thing is that I’m not sure if I still like Hayden or not. I realize that Caleb and I are the stereo-typical couple – him being a football star, and me being a cheerleader (I signed up for cheerleading just to cheer him on). We’re not unique, or different from any other couple. Hayden and I were. When I kissed Hayden, I felt like I had never felt before. When I kiss Caleb,I feel love. I envy Rio and Alex’s relationship. It’s so perfect!
IT’S NOT THE CAREER THAT MATTERS! Urg. What really matters is how much you mean to Caleb, and how much he respects and adores you! And you aren’t a completely stereotypical couple! I mean, how many of those cheerleaders in those relationships are tomboys and play every- practically every sport known to man! (And a cheerleader who rocks at all of them)
~RiO